Thursday, May 26, 2005

Just cut my hair and it sucks.

Recently, I could feel this invisible wall surrounding my soul that is preventing me from liking things around me now. I know I will have to overcome and smash down this wall inside my heart, but can somebody else do it with me. I feel small inside... and things are not exactly what I had pictured last year. I was anticipating JC life with much excitement but the flame has been extinguished.

Crap.

Posted by jieyi at 11:40 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Ops, recently I have not been updating my blog so often. Darn busy nowadays, rushing through my holiday tutorials and doing sheer mugging because I will be flying soon. The teacher insist that all of us will have to bring along our notes and stuff over there to study. So I am like compiling everything into some comprehensive notes to lug over there. I must say it is a very unpleasant job.

Somehow, I begin to not really understand how do I feel. Regarding this trip, I am just feel all flustered and not prepared. Deep down inside, I do confess that I am kind of afraid to go. Probably to face what is called the 'real' world where poverty prevails and living conditions are horrible, living in somewhere far beyond your comfort zone.

Guess we can totally slam Paris Hilton and the Richie woman's reality show back into their faces. Cuz what we are living through will be the real 'Simple Life'.

Posted by jieyi at 11:17 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

In life, what do you fight for?

Are you studying really hard nowadays?
Maybe you are not studying hard
But somehow feel you the stress from school to complete your tutorials and homework.

Mid years are coming. Do you feel the heat?

Ever wondered why did you study for?
To enter the course that you want to take in university? To get a better job?

Ever thought that you are actually studying to buy yourself a choice? A choice to do what you want or perhaps what the society wants you to be?

Consider that.

Posted by jieyi at 10:20 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

Terrible!!! I lost my phone AGAIN!!

To the person who conveniently took or maybe I should say STOLE my phone:
Do you not have some conscious to steal someone's phone when she is innocently sleeping on the bus? Well, I am certainly not interested to curse and swear over this blog space but what is just wrong about this person? ARGGGG... *clenches fists *

To all my dears out there:
If you all know that I will most likely not have your number, please send me a sms because I will be retriving my new SIM card soon.

To rich cum kind hearted people out there:
If you do have a 2nd hand extra phone at home, will you kindly like to lend me for 4 months?

Posted by jieyi at 10:46 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Addiction is something that you really crave for. *Err.. Please do not worry, I do NOT smoke, drink nor take drugs* I'm simply addicted to some stuff that I shall not say. I just find it so hard to kick the habit just like any drug addict.

I was sitting in the LT today and the habit came about again when I saw someone that looks so much like her. Damn it. Pang of loss all of a sudden that feels so cold and so sad.

I miss oddy. I miss those days when we were spying and commenting her all over our blogs.

Anybody want to watch Kingdom of Heaven?

-TO: Dear HUI YI and COCKY

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! 17 and 18 respectively already. So stop acting so childishly, especially cocky. Was talking to her online and all of a sudden, she typed- brb, going to shit and she never came back after that. *haha WTH?*

Posted by jieyi at 12:10 AM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Have you all noticed that it had been raining for the past week. Did anyone ever wonder why all of a sudden, it started raining so heavily?

Think- when was the last time it rained so hard for so long? It was last year on the 26th of Dec after the Tsunami incident. Heaven is compassionate and it has feelings too. I bet heaven must be crying for the demise for our beloved president, Mr Wee Kim Wee. Adieu my president~

What happens when you happen to dislike something so much, but somehow it does not make your life miserable. Is it ok to continue to dislike it? It is not that I choose to dislike it, however when you have experienced the best stuff already, nothing will seem better than that.

As I was running round the track in preparation for NAPFA, 2.4km seems like such a long distance. Yet during the run, everything passes very quickly. I felt that I was running along Lucky Heights, up the slope, pass the private estates and Casafina back through the gates. Xin Yi almost happen to be running beside me, Joycelyn, Angie, Thanh and Jai in front. Before I realise, I had finish running in less that 13mins.

Love you guys.

Posted by jieyi at 7:47 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

His demise made me feel overwhelmed with sadness. How should I say, Mr Wee Kim Wee though being an ex-president gives me the feeling that he is my father, the father of Singapore. Those photos of him are always so friendly, wearing that beautiful smile. I was rather taken aback by the news report of his departure, because it was just too sudden.

But things have been happening so suddenly these days that nothing is really much of a shock to me... And I came to terms with myself that everyone has to leave for somewhere else someday.

When the door closes behind, another window will open in front of you.

Posted by jieyi at 10:36 AM

Monday, May 02, 2005

I need some excitement in my life. I need to jump about like how I used to do. I need some outlet to vent out all my building up energy that is spilling out soon. I need to shout it out loud to someone.

I want my TKD training. Miss it.

I seem to have lost the centre of my life, wandering about everyday what is life about. But I am still excited for things to happen. Let me be happy. Come on, be happy!!