Tuesday, August 30, 2005

REALity is what that is real.
But in the real world, we pretend to be real.
Yet we often find ourselves lost in the midst of everything,
Things start to get fake and unrealistic.

We put up a front, wearing a mask
We are afraid to unmask ourselves, fearing that we might be hurt
Fools, that is what we are
In a real world we have been living in.

Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers. We are finally going back to TK again to perform. Feeling really great and wonderful to return back there, though I am terribly tired. Sick. Bleargh..

Fatigue takes place when it overwhelms your senses and emotions. Things start to get numb...

Posted by jieyi at 9:32 PM

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Monday, August 22, 2005

This song has been stuck in my head for ages. Can't shake it off at all. It reminds me of someone though...

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Posted by jieyi at 10:49 PM

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Guess as we grow older things start to change. Some change for the better, some change for the worse. I don't really like it when people start to leave me. Increasingly, they wither and die, others leave our sides to further pursue their dreams elsewhere. From the positive perspective, they might be going to a place where they might be better off there. But I don't like to see them leave. It feels as if a part of me is gone with them. Those memories that you share with them.

Yet I cannot do anything. Helplessness...

Posted by jieyi at 8:05 PM

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Dead tired.
Just finished working part time yesterday and crawled up early to do PW today.
Wish that there is no need for me to go to school tomorrow.
But then, if life's like this, what can I do?

Heh, whilst working, it is pretty interesting and intriguing to note the interesting things people ask. Some guy bought $513 worth of books and others ended up with nothing. Irritating parents and kids will take out the books, give the title a glance or two then fling the book anywhere. PESTSSS...Nonetheless, I managed to find many good buys and met our dear pervert ong and shou qin!!! Was really over the moon...

Reminds me of the first 3 months in TJ....

Posted by jieyi at 4:24 PM

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Sometimes, there are days when you just feel so lonely. This nullified feeling seeps through your senses and emotions that makes you think that you are the only one in the world. Nobody really bothers about the existance of you because you are just part of this global village. Prolly just one of my 'down' days and it feels terrible...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Posted by jieyi at 8:19 AM

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